Thursday, January 26, 2006
HaPpY ChiNeSe NEw YeAr 2006
yoz buddies....chinese new year is juz around a corner...so how exactly do you feel? excited? happy? wahaha....for me...i juz cnt wait for a long break...can slack a bit (though i'hv tons of "chi new year presents" frm my tchers...) however, i seem to realise tat whenever there's a festive season going on...i'll feel sick...i had been having sore throat and a bit feverish lately...dunno why...i cnt even concentrate properly and always get sleepy easily...maybe i pia too hard for jan liaoz? izzit? hahaz...guess i've to gain back my energy this holiday...i began to grow tired abt sch life...maybe i discovered that the pace tat my class is going is increasing...it's like everyone is chasing after the train...and i dun really keep up the speed...it explains the rising of my serious problem...tada: moOd SwInGs! i think i'm struggling in the sense of keeping up on the pace of tutorials and lecs...ppl salute me for taking 4 sub...(cos now 3/4 of the class and most of my frens take 3 sub)...i often wonder if i'm a nutty...i came in ny with one of the worst scores and still have the cheek to take 4 sub...i'm really in dilemma becos i dunno if i shld drop, drop wat sub? will my grades improve if i drop a sub...or nothing will change? there's too many factors for me to be concerned with...i think even my friends and teachers cnt help me much...it's all depend on wat path i wan to take in future...be it the science field or language field? and thanx to the fickle-minded me...i dunno yet...my mum did encourage me to hang on to 4 sub...(cos she has the mentaily tat 4 sub is good...) but she did say if i cnt cope then drop lohz...but wat do u mean cnt cope? cope in the sense tat ur grades muz be good or juz pass can liaoz? i'm famous for maintaing average grades for subs (which mean i dun have a strong sub lahz...) i'm still alright studying 4 sub...(i mean i haven gone bonkers mahz...) but i'll never know when the real day comes....sooooo many facts to understand and memorise...will my brain able to take it? i also dunno....do ppl taking 4 subs have the same dilemma as me? maybe not...cos clever ppl can handle 4 subs...'A' lvls= scary!now i understand why decision making is impt...being wishy washy juz doesnt solve the problem...(i learn frm the channel 8 9pm show: ai de zhang men ren...hahaz) so i decide to let the upcoming block test on march to decide my fate...will i stay on or drop one sub (bio or lep?) stay tune to find out...hahaz...anyway...enough of my complaining...back to sch life...hmmm...juz ended my lep project presentation ytd...it's disappointing for myself...cos i forgot my lines...how can i forget my lines when i did memorise it? since i always have a passion for acting....memorising lines shld be easy for me...haiz...maybe i lost the actress touch...oOpS man...aiyahz...i'm juz super displeased with myself...it's like i got an angel & devil inside me...aiyoyo!ok...last but not least to my dear readers....dun think tat i'm under depression lahz...i'm juz using my rights to voice out my thoughts & opinions...tat's all...i always feel better when i vent out my frustrations...if ya have any advice or words tat ya wan to convey to me...juz tag...i'll definitely appreciate it! hehez...hey it's chinese new year....let's all be happy and have a great year ahead!Gong Xi Fa Cai! =)
tat's it at 1:00 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
tHis Is tHe aDaPtInG pErIod....
i'm not an active blogger now...since my com is down and the sch lib coms are always fully booked...(phew...managed to "grab" one com to blog...) feel kinda weird to blog in sch....cos ppl can see wat i'm typing...ahhh...actually i dunno wat to blog abt...cos it's juz the usual study slack slack study slack...wahaha...the second week of sch is also gruelling...tutorials & tutorials...pe is another horror too...juz run 2.4km today at the start of week 3...(hey...it's a screening test lohz...) the pe department really got very high hopes of us...cos they are so "confident" tat they increased the standard of passing marks for all items...regardless of age lohz! 2.4km muz run at most 16.30 mins! standing broad muz be 165cm & above...inclined muz be 7 at least...these are only the passing marks lehz...i think i'm fated to stay for afternoon pe (which mean extra pe for weak students...) today's 2.4km result made so super mad....cos i ran 16.31mins which i failed by o.o1 min (i thought i heard the tcher yelling 16.28mins..but nvm) so which means...i have to re-run!!!! i think my stamina deproved a lot...cos last time i can run 16 mins lehz...(the glory times...hahaz...) then now...i get tired easily after a few rounds...i muz train liaoz lohz...train my hands & legs!!!oh ya...went to shop for new year clothes last sat with ong & hui...haiz...i shld say it's not a very fruitful outing...cos in the end i onli bought one skirt...it's hard to find something nice & formal...& cheap...hehez...cos i got low budget mahz...hahaz...but overall, able to spend some time with old pals was really great...hmmm....i think i'll have to continue my shopping spree this weekend...hehez...got to meet dor too...cos she wanted to pass us bdae present...thanx dor!this week is test week for me...yes! i juz hate tests! i juz hope CNY will arrive quickly...i really need a short break to read comics, watch anime & korean dramas!!! hehez...naughty me hor...haiz...aiyahz...i dunno wat to blog already...lost the touch to write long entries...maybe the best place to blog is still at home...not sch...hahahz...but bear with it...i'll try to blog more and long...hahahz... buai! have a nice week fellows!
tat's it at 10:02 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
fIrSt WeEk Of ScHoOL +=&%!$*
a week of sch was already super tiring for me...yesh...first of all, i'm quite unhappy abt my new timetable...ok lahz...for some days onli...last year...my latest day was till 3 plus...now is 4 plus..going to 5...worst of all...mon supposed to be my earliest day...1.45pm...but got lep extra lessons at 4pm...wat the heck!haiz...jc2 life is super stressful & labourious! hahaz! hey! I can feel the stress liaoz loh...u noe...teachers started to yak abt the 'A' levels, oncoming tests & extra tutorials, put in effort lahz, do ur best, aim this aim tat...my new principal's advice for the year..."Eat less, learn more!" but it's juz the first week...y dun they juz let us off for a while? hehez...wat makes me torture is to see the new jc1s enjoying their orientation...it made me recall my orientation days...damn! i shld have cherish those days....envy man! u noe tat kind of feeling....watching them play & scream...while u sit in lecture halls and classroom going through notes & tutorials...oh man...now i understand how the jc2s last year felt! hahaz...the feeling was like irk! got the urge to tell them..."better enjoy ur honeymoon period...wait till u see wat happen after 1st 3 mths!"ok...back to stress part...do u noe i slept 1.30am this week becos of homewrk! ok lahz...it's my fault for not completing my holiday hmwrk...but i myself cnt believe i slept this late on a sch day...then i already took lep tests on the first week (those who dun meet the mark will have to retest lohz!!!)...pity me...week 3 is going to be worst...the tests week! (want to torture us before chinese new year! how smart!) once, someone told me tat jc2 life is actually much better than jc1...i thought so...but i was SO wrong! u noe...ppl in my sch are already mugging in sch lib (zj...u are one of them...haiz!)...i was so surprised & it's scary...i wonder wat will the scene be like when the 'A's is nearing...Talking abt teachers, i got a new bio teacher, Mr Goh. I shld say he's a teacher who loves to talk...hehez...tat's gd...cos i like teachers to do the talking while students juz listen...however, i dun fancy his way of teaching (especially bio prac! call us to do on our own with no discussion!)...maybe i cnt adapt juz yet...i cld see he's trying hard to add humor during lessons so tat we dun look tense up...hahaz...hope tat our class can co-operate well with him!wat a super busy week...i think next week will be the same too...gonna slack a bit today....to give myself a treat for working hard for this week...muahahaz! jia you!
tat's it at 1:38 AM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
ok...i noe i'm kinda slow...but hApPY New YeAr to aLL...forgive me for bloggin' inconsistently...cos my com is letting me down all the time...so now i'm in sch blogging away...yesh...on the first day of sch...hahaz...slacking already!hmm...actually...i dunno wat to blog abt...so maybe this entry will be short & sweet lahz...i think i'll give a summary on my thoughts & feelings on 2005...and my hopes for 2006...2005...it's a fast year...with lots of happenings...i shld i did not change much in terms of character and appearance...(although i was hoping to lose some weight...but to no avail...) but i think i grew a bit more vain...hahaz..because maybe my friends around me are turning into swans...so i dun wan to be the ugly duckling lahz...hahaz...being in nyjc is a bless...cos i'm able to adapt to the humble surroundings and ppl...hehez...u noe...i like my first 3 months class :05S6G! i thought i wld not be able to find a class as wonderful as my sec2 class...but i found the essence of happiness in this class...empire family rox!05S1A...yesh...my current class...my pillar of strength (to study...) hahaz....cos this is the mugger class...maybe due to the domination of gals and 3 hardworking chaps...so there were only few slackers (including me...) hahaz...but throughout 2005, we shared many tears & joy...so naturally...our bond is there....i feel fortunate to be in this class for 2 yrs...proud to be a member of nyjcco...able to communicate well with most of the members...esp my section....(hahaz...cos onli got 4 ppl...)....thanx to co for giving me lots of opportunities to perform on stage...special mentions to nyjc choir too...thanx for accepting me as a contract singer, encouraging and supporting me all the way throughout this tough competition....academic wise...i think my grades are average...maybe i can do much better...so i've to work hard....looking back to 2005...i think i did put in effort...even though my results seemed otherwise...hahaz...but i got improvement! yeah! but i think i need more....to do well in exams...i hope the inner studying drive will surface soon...( i think mine's hidden...)relationship wise...i made a lot of new good friends...my first three month empire gang...ppl in o5S1A...as there's a saying...one can make many many friends...but best friends are hard to find... hahaz...totally agree! special mention to ong, ping, dor, yu & hui....all of ya are my best friends since sec 1! wat makes me cherish our friendship is our ability to still keep in contact till now...it's really meaningful to me...so we muz keep it tat way!!!2006...a new year...a new beginning...critical year for me...cos it's the 'A' levels year...i guess the pressure will start coming in soon....but nevertheless...i hope to enjoy this particular year...work hard & play hard....since 2006 onli comes once in a lifetime mahz...New YeAR ReSoluTiOnS1) Hope to do well in exams & 'A' levels2) Try to be a mugger sometimes...3) Hope to slim down till ideal wt (i think it'll take more than a year...hahaz...)4) Make more friends...build stronger friendships!5) Have money to buy comics & anime!6) maybe can have a bf...(depends...)7) hope things will go smoothly for everybody8) Enter University and join Animation Club!!!! (shld be 2007 resolution)---cnt think anymore...hahaz...Good Luck everybody....
tat's it at 8:10 PM
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